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"Pam! Get up!" The Spirit of The Lord spoke to me. Very aware that it's well past 4am, I turn over. "Ten mo' minutes, ten mo' ..." I consciously respond back. In the spirit, Footsteps of Angels leave my bedroom. Echoing down the hallway, passing the foyer. Stopping in the dining area. "Scrrrrrreeeeeeccchhhhhhhhhh." Wide eyed, I sat up in bed, to the sound of my dining table scratching the floor. "Anything but that." The annoyance of furniture bruising a floor has always been a nerve peeve of mines.
I placed my feet on the cold floor and started to prophesy life into my bedroom and home as I make my way to my prayer closet for intimacy with Lord. Peeping my head into Evelyn's bedroom, I smile. No matter how many times I put that blanket over her, it still ends up under her head for a pillow. I prophesy life and laughter to her walls as I close the door behind me. Picking up the pace, walking forward, It reads "LauReNS bedroom ONLy" in sticky art letters and heart stickers, on the door. I cracked the door open and began to prophesy life to the half made up bed, the stale play doh balls and gold glitter flakes that lay on the floor, to the too small disney princess dress that hangs on the coat rack. All still the same way she left them. Closing the door behind me, I quicken my pace the more to my prayer closet, not stopping, but slowing down juuust a little for my heart to blush as I past my family photos. Kicking Evelyn toys to the side with my foot, I shout "I made it! I'm here. One in Spirit with you Daddy."
"Alexa, play Holy Holy Holy by Agnus Dei." Humbling myself, I kneel to my knees and began to offer up sacrifices of worship to Abba, Father.
"This place. I humble myself in this place. I come empty, willing to be filled by you in this place, O God. I become bare and naked and as a suckling child in this place before you, O Lord. There's no place on Earth, like this place. This place is so sacred, so precious to me. Oh how wonderful, how marvelous is this place. I adore this place. It's in this place that I draw my strength. I become new in this place. It's where my mourning is turned into joy. It's where my ashes are turned into beauty. In this place there's liberty. There's life. So so so so much life. This is where the dead things come alive. This is where I break open the alabaster box and anoint the feet of my Savior. I wash his feet with my tears in this place. I beautify my Lord in this place. The Lover and Keeper of My Soul, The Most Beautiful One. Most Precious One, the all Perfect, all Sovereign One. The Holy Holy Holy One. In this place, I come seeking the face of My Father."
"Yes, It's you. It has always been you. And It will always be you. What I lack, the more is you. When I doubt, the sureness is you. In turmoil, the peace is you. Joy is you. Love is you. My healing, deliverance, salvation is you. Like the doe that pants after the water brooks, so pants my soul for you, O Lord. It has always been and it will always be You. To live is you, to move is you, to love is you, to glory is you, to bless is you. It's you Savior. It's you, It's you, It's you. It's you. It has always been, will always be, will always be, will always be you. I've found life and life more abundantly in you. My identity is you."
"All of my life I've chased the highlight reel of this broken, fallen world, to only end up empty. I sought approval from man. I sought love in all the wrong places, to only be rejected and left brokenhearted. Time and time and time again man has failed me. But you have never once left my side. It's you. Everything is you. I've never known a love so sweet. So secure. So genuine. So authentic. You are my daily bread and daily do I drink from your well, that never runs dry. It was your loving voice that called me from the snares of darkness. It was your righteous hand that chose me, and your name that proved me. It was your love that revived my broken heart and stabilized my tormented mind. When you should have and could have left me dead in my sin, yet you still desired me."
" And for that I'm forever indebted to you. My life is in your hands. Your wish, is my command. My heart pitter pat to the beat of your drum. My soul will forever sway to the rhythm of your will. For the rest of my life, I will bless your name. I will live to exalt your Great Name Jesus. My family will bless you, my children will bless you, my children's children will bless you. If a rabbit so happens to jumps in my yard, it will bless you. For you are worthy worthy worthy. You are great and greatly to be praised. Your mercy endures forever."
Jesus Is Just That Good,
Pamelia Walker
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