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Hands down 2021 was the best year of my life to date. I overcame so much and I'd like to think that it was my COMEBACK year. I often joke with Jesus and tell Him that He made up for the traumatic 2020 with all the many many blessings of 2021. Allow me to make it make sense and elaborate on EXACTLY why 2021 was everything and some more for me.
It was 2016, at a friend's housewarming gathering when my husband and I were prophesied to of how there will be a time in our marriage where we would be separated because a "strange woman" will cause us to be at odds with one another. However, afterward, I got pulled to the side by a Mother of Zion in secret and she spoke these words to me "Your husband will be incapable of helping himself. God will use you to save his life, then your ministry will start." That was 2016 ...
It was the Fall of 2019, three years later when that prophecy actually began to unfold. Just as spoken, God used me to pull my husband from the snares of death. Panting, struggling to breathe as a three thousand pound car pinned him helpless to the Earth, life slipping from his lungs as he struggle to give me instruction to help save him. I remember that night like it happened yesterday. I hired and paid for the finest doctors to perform his surgeries, aided him back to his health, only for him to gain his strength back and attempt to push me into a grave that he had dug for me.
At the beginning of 2020, I felt everything except worthy to live. Life knocked the breath completely out of my chest. Finding out about the adultery, the sudden abandonment of our home, one-year-old daughter and me, the miscarriage, my husbands near-death experience, the betrayal from friends and family, the mockery, the constant mockery, the threats, the stripping of the bank accounts, the rejection and public humiliation, it was too much to bear. My Spiritual Father, my Pastor would encourage me daily to take a stand and fight spiritually. Little did he know, I could barely stand, I was barely clinging on to life itself. Day in and day out, I only had enough strength to weep. It was then that I pressed my way to the altar at church. With everything in me, I pressed. If only I could get to the presence of God ...
It was the overwhelming love of God that found me in that broken, desolated place. It was His gentle hands that removed every blade of betrayal from my back and His still voice that spoke life back into my very being. Little by little, I regained my strength to stand, my will to fight. I journeyed through 2020 heartbroken but with an immeasurable amount of peace and joy. I was determined to fight through one of the toughest years of my life with everything in me. I was tunneled vision. The audacity of the devil. I took my focus completely off my marriage, myself, and became fixated on God. I fell soooo deeply in love with Jesus and His company. At my worst, I gave Him my best.
2021, (I smile as I type this) but it left me speechless. From the very beginning of January until New Year's Eve of December, I was left speechless, in my feelings, excited about what's next. Every month of 2021 came with a sweet surprise from Jesus. From gaining soul prosperity to a friend bringing me a car after being without one for several months, stepping out on faith - leaving my full-time job and launching my ministry, allowing God to mend a broken relationship, successfully reaching lost family members, getting baptized with the Holy Spirit, meeting my Biological Father for the first time, spending Christmas with my Mother for the first time, and so much more. It was a joyous year. I walked out restoration in so many areas of my life.
2021 most definitely was my comeback year. Entering 2022, The Spirit of The Lord reminded me of the promises He spoke to me in 2020 concerning the enemy of my life and destiny. See, all of 2020 I didn't acquire much from Jesus, I just wanted the heartache to leave, however, He would ask me for my heart's petition. The very thing that I wanted more than ever, He wanted to move and grant it to me."Deliver my enemies into my hands, publicly." And delivering my enemies into my hands publicly is what I shall get this year of 2022. Boldly and publicly did the enemy try its hardest to humiliate me. It's very evident that God is at work in my life, and the thing about it all, He's just getting started. We're just getting started. I'm just getting started."Try me and prove me" is what The Lord wants to showcase publicly on my behalf. "Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. What a man soweth, he will reap." (Galatians 6:7) The ONLY thing the enemy can do at this point is get even more radical, louder, boastful ... cause It's happening. Continue to give the world a refresher of exactly why God will move how He's intending to move. Nooooobody wanted these praying woman problems, NOBODY!! I didn't do too too much besides call for every prayer warrior in the state of Mississippi to intercede on my behalf. I went to war on bended knees.
So friend there you have it, when you hear me boasting in the goodness of Jesus, know it was well deserved.
Couple of Things,
Enrollemnt for January ''To The Heart of The Father" Zoom Course is now open. My very first mentee registered on New Years!! Excited much!! If you need a push, encouragement to seeking God and establishing a relationship with Him, this is the course for you.
Jesus Is Just That Good,
Pamelia Walker
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