Journal Entry #8 Update!!! Best Day Ever!!!

About a month ago, March 12th to be exact, I did a blog post titled,"The Best Day Ever." Well today I'm giving an update on how God has made haste to the promises he spoke to me through a Prophetic Word. Forewarning, its perfectly fine to rejoice with me as you read, for Romans 12:15 tells us to "Rejoice with those who rejoice ..." 'cause friend, I'm definitely rejoicing!!

Restoration On My Job When I embarked on this journey/trial last year, I changed titles on my job, from an Infant Child Care Teacher to a Toddler Child Care Teacher. If life wasn't crazy enough, it became even crazier. Working with nine one year olds, exhausted my life in the most beautiful way ever. From the moment I stepped foot inside of my classroom to the moment I left everyday, they kept me on my toes and mind going a thousand miles per minute. They never gave me a chance to feel pity for myself or made room for me to fall into despair or depression, 'cause I had them to chase after. Not to mention God used them to work patience, self control, and gentleness into my character. Talk about a win, win! After I was delivered from my trial at the end of February, my wonderful Boss came into my classroom and told me that she was moving me back to the Infant Department with a promotion in pay as well as in job title/description. I grew in favor. Oh you guys, Im officially back to the reason why I fell in love with my job. I'm back hugging, loving on those sweet babies, pinching their sweet cheeks and playing peek a boo. Not to mention the comfort and peace that they alone are capable of giving me is just everything. Babies, are my Heaven on Earth. God gave me a genuine love for them and I'm the happiest now that I've been restored back to them.

Restoration of A Vehicle My car was repossessed a day before Thanksgiving on last year, but a month before my car was repossessed, God gave me a dream of the enemy coming to offer me a new car and gifts. In the dream I refused to accept any of it. I remember waking up the morning after asking the Holy Spirit why would he, the enemy, try to offer me a car, I already have a car. Well exactly one month from my dream, my car was repossessed annnnd just like my dream, I was offered a car from a person of my past with stipulations, and just like my dream, I didn't accept it. For three months I had to Uber everywhere I needed to go. I didn't complain to others or to God while doing so, I just trusted God through the process and kept pressing. Often I was reminded by my bestie (the Holy Spirit) that I was only building my testimony. Might I add, being carless was one of the most humbling experiences ever. How I got the car? A friend, that I haven't seen in over a year was passing through town and wanted to swing by, get some rest from traveling. The next morning after cooking a big breakfast for us, I walked outside to a new vehicle in my driveway. Whoah! My friend had gotten a new vehicle. I was sooooo happy for her. I congratulated her and took it for a joy ride to church that Sunday. After making it home, I took a nap and woke up to my friends old car vacuumed/cleaned out, gas tank on full, new seat covers on and keys handed to me. Pinch me! Because I'm still on cloud nine from this provision of God! For weeks I didn't even know the make or model of the car. All I knew is that the engine started when I turned the switch and it moved when I pressed the gas! Hahhaaaaaaaaaaa

And my favorite of them all ...

"Restoration of My Soul" In my later blog post, God spoke that he was removing the "brokenness" from within me and y'all .... He has done just that! He removed every piece, every stubble of pain and ache, leaving no residue! NONE! It's as if he has given me a new heart that beats even deeper, wilder for him. Only and I do mean ONLY Jesus knew how shattered my heart was. My heart was ripped raw on last year from the ones I loved and cherished the most. I walked The Valley of The Shadow of Death with a ton of bricks weighing on my chest cavity. But now ... now I know my Savior in a different light. I've experienced him as Jehovah Rapha, The One that Heals. If God doesn't do anything else for little oh me, He has done more than enough, more than I could ask or think of, more than words could ever express when he mended the wounds of my heart and refreshed me whole.

Now some may read this blog post and think, "oh what good luck Pam has" but I say to you, friend if you're reading this, you're getting a glimpse of the Power of God that lies within his right hand that's on the move in my life. The Word states that in the right hand of our God is power and might. The trial that I had to endure last year wasn't by chance. The enemy knew of my destiny and he knew of the Harvest of Souls that I would bring into the Kingdom of God through my testimony, through my story. He knew the call that was on my life even while I was in my Mothers womb to be a Warrior in Joels Army during The End Times. So what did he do? He came against me through the one I esteemed high, thinking it would break me, thinking it would deter me from following Jesus. Pitiful that he would even think such! The Lord would repeatedly tell me that he was investing his Glory into my life, and to keep my eyes fasted on Him and "endure until the end." He would tell me to hold fast to my promise, "Silas". He spoke to me over and over "I chose you, you didn't choose me. ONLY BELIEVE" Friend, if you're reading this, think nothing strange in this hour - not a particular date, (wink) not a particular time, for the Salvation of The Lord rides nigh and the vengeance of my enemies, even nigher.

For I heard the Lord say, "It's Harvest Time and you shall eat and eat and eat of the spread that I've placed before you. And theres NOTHING anyone will be able to do about it. As for your enemy, the one that preyed hard on your life, I'm on the move."

I think Evelyn was just as excited as Mommy! Lol

Jesus Is Just That Good,

Pamelia Walker